Lately, I've been having the urge to go back to Vegas and all its magnetic bright lights and energy IT ALL draws you in. Addicting. Despite the awful Vegas incident recently. It's a strong city. The world goes to this tiny lit up city of sin to do whatever their little hearts desire. I hope it never changes because it'll ruin so many hopefully vacations for people all over the world. I learn something new about myself every time I go AND I LOVE GOING.
Anyways to my point! I like to take time to reflect on all the shoots that I do-The travel, getting glammed up, a check, meeting other models/make up artists/hair stylists, knowledgeable photographers ALL this is great but I over think. I like to think about what was I feeling, thinking and when I see later photos WHAT inspires me from that single photo in that specific moment. Every shoot is so different and I, myself, sometimes am wondering what was I thinking at that split second of a moment to capture that expression! I do always see that I am still camera shy ... STILL.
And to the last but not least of all my points ... My body has changed SO many ways. I love seeing the growth - YES there are photos I do NOT like but we all have those. As I age, fluctuate weight through exercise and diet .... more like no exercise and eating whatever I want, I see with my own eyes what I am liking and there is not much I am NOT liking. In some ways you can see I am a SLOW blossom-er. Slow. Of course, think fast-grow slow. Its a given that I am almost 30 years old and its around the corner so I have had some doctors assistance. Good facial creams and a breast augumentation. I believe in self improvement for the mind, body and soul through hard work, therapists, spiritual advisors and/or God and doctors.
In most recent shoot, in Vegas, with Alex (LaDonnaPhoto) my favorite is the desert beauty photo and being nude in a desert {keep it moving } it's a confidence boost and an amazing feeling of truly pure sexiness and out of any element I can think of. I loved dancing around 💃 Oh my goodness I practically HAD TO keep moving or the bottom of my feet would burn right up ! I loved the aqua green colored dress or it's shorts Im not really sure what those are called. I have never worn it before and I'm pretty sure I've had it for about 6 years !
To be continued casually ......
Anyways to my point! I like to take time to reflect on all the shoots that I do-The travel, getting glammed up, a check, meeting other models/make up artists/hair stylists, knowledgeable photographers ALL this is great but I over think. I like to think about what was I feeling, thinking and when I see later photos WHAT inspires me from that single photo in that specific moment. Every shoot is so different and I, myself, sometimes am wondering what was I thinking at that split second of a moment to capture that expression! I do always see that I am still camera shy ... STILL.
And to the last but not least of all my points ... My body has changed SO many ways. I love seeing the growth - YES there are photos I do NOT like but we all have those. As I age, fluctuate weight through exercise and diet .... more like no exercise and eating whatever I want, I see with my own eyes what I am liking and there is not much I am NOT liking. In some ways you can see I am a SLOW blossom-er. Slow. Of course, think fast-grow slow. Its a given that I am almost 30 years old and its around the corner so I have had some doctors assistance. Good facial creams and a breast augumentation. I believe in self improvement for the mind, body and soul through hard work, therapists, spiritual advisors and/or God and doctors.
In most recent shoot, in Vegas, with Alex (LaDonnaPhoto) my favorite is the desert beauty photo and being nude in a desert {keep it moving } it's a confidence boost and an amazing feeling of truly pure sexiness and out of any element I can think of. I loved dancing around 💃 Oh my goodness I practically HAD TO keep moving or the bottom of my feet would burn right up ! I loved the aqua green colored dress or it's shorts Im not really sure what those are called. I have never worn it before and I'm pretty sure I've had it for about 6 years !
To be continued casually ......
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